Ive been struggling with this question for quite some time now, and the answers (well, as always!) seem to ellude me. So, is it normal - to catch on a train of thought...feel settled and comfortable....and yet want to get down at the very next station to board a train goin in the perfectly opposite direction. Hmm...it doesnt sound all that abnormal out loud...(i mean, not that i care for abnormality or even normality for that matter). Its jus the whole exasperation of the long n tiresome process....the calculations...speculations...the almost-carnage against pre-conceptions...against morality....influences...family...expectations...sanity...!! n then give it all up for a whiff of fancy...
Such are the games of the mind ! I can't help but want to agree - "death is peaceful, easy....life is harder..."
